Monday, June 21, 2010

Where did my motivation go?

I have completely fallen off my motivation wagon. I have taken a step backwards & started eating so horrible again & I'm not exercising either. Luckily, Matt & I are going to our favorite hiking spot on Saturday. That will be real nice. We havent been hiking in a while. We were hiking every other day but it's harder now that I have a job. I'm still getting use to my schedule at work & just as that's happening, Matt is working a new schedule for the next 2 weeks. sigh. It will all work out.
I have a lot to do today, I have to pick up my driving record for work at the DMV & get a TB test. I've heard they are pretty painful, not looking forward to that.

Alycia & I had a really good talk today. I am so thankful to have someone like her in my life. She is a great friend & one of the most understanding & selfless people I know. I'm looking forward to the time we'll get to spend together in the future, I really cherish her friendship with me. I can't wait for us to start looking at wedding ideas & details. She is hands down in my top 5 favorite people in the world. It's a good feeling when the people you love, love you back just as much :)

That conversation is my motivation for today & the next few days. I'm back on the motivation wagon- so now, I'm gonna go swim some laps in my pool & get a tan!


ps. I love that the current argument Matt & I are having is what kind of blanket we're gonna have on our bed when we're married. I want big fluffy comforter, he says thin soft blanket! I ask, "What are we going to do!?" his response is, "Switch the covers every week I guess :)" This is why I love him.

3 comments:

  1. awww this is the best blog post ive ever seen haha! you are so sweet bea i love you to death! thank you for talking to me today and letting me be honest about my feelings and being honest about yours to! sometimes things dont need to be sugar coated they just need to be said and than the relationship and grow even deeper! your post brings warmth to my heart and i feel so special that you said such nice things about me!! your so dear to me and i promise you i will show you that more and make more of an effort to come see you!! i love you girl <3 im excited for the many times we have to share up ahead and to the many adventures in our future! (sounds kinda like a toast) but i mean it !! haha

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  2. aw i'm so glad you guys worked everything out!! =)

    n dont wry, bea... I haven't excercised in a week =( n we ate out sat and monday night..

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  3. @Alycia I love you to death!

    @Maddie, bad girl! hahaha. & I love you!

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