Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My Dearest Matthew,


I never want a day to go by without you knowing how much I love you & I never want to take for granted how much you love me. I never have doubts of whether I am where I am suppose to be or if I'm doing what I'm suppose to be doing. You reassure me by simply being in my life. You make it all easy; easy to love you, easy to care for you, easy to be me, & easy to move past my anger so that I never miss a moment of happiness with you.

An even greater thing about you is your thoughtfulness towards me. You're always looking for ways to make me smile. For example, I just got a picture message from you. It's a picture of you holding your eye brows up with your finger making you look like a sad puppy dog, & you just know that makes me melt. & I couldn't receive anything better than that right now as I write you this.

Matt, you make me want to be a better person. A better friend, a better daughter, a better sister, a better aunt, a better girlfriend (& I know eventually a better wife) The truth is, & I know you know, I am not perfect: I have horrible road rage, I stay mad after arguments, I'm self conscious, I over analyze everything, I'm lazy, I spend too much money on food, & with that I eat horribly & do not exercise nearly as much as I should... yet in spite of that you tell me I'm perfect for you & that you wouldn't change a thing about me.
1. You're crazy. B. The way you love me only makes me want to give you the best of myself & not those petty problems. So I'm working on it. For me, for you, for us.

Every day brings us closer to the people we were meant to be to one another & together as a couple. I can't imagine my life any other way. It's you & me forever. Has it really only been 5 months?

"Eight days a week
I love you.
Eight days a week
Is not enough to show I care."



Love always,
Your little darling.

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