Monday, August 9, 2010
Then & Now
I didn't realize how long it's been since I've written in my blog until I saw my last entry was dated a month ago. Time is flying & I'm fifty fifty about it. I'm half excited about the things I am moving forward towards (i.e. weekends, NY, Hawaii, our WEDDING!) ... & I'm half disappointed & sad about the things that are being left undone & unsaid. It seems like I always have so much on my mind & I rarely talk about it. (but I do, it just seems like I don't) I've grown embarrassed of most of what I think about & grown afraid of peoples' reactions. My aspiration is to stop dwelling in what can no longer be changed & refashion the way I feel towards different situations & also concentrate on my future with Matt. (weekends, NY, Hawaii, our WEDDING)
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Not that we don't all need to refashion the way we think, but please don't be embarassed of what you think and how you feel. I've found that if I really tell Chris what I'm thinking about when he asks, it REALLY helps, even if it's something really stupid like "I think I have a humpback."
ReplyDeleteP.S. your blog won't let me follow you.
ReplyDeleteTHanks Maddiekins! Ill try & look at it that way :) & IDK why it wont let you follow me :(
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ReplyDeletejust want you to know that what u think is important!